Aa sudden thought of blogging... Not for anyone to see but to express my feeling out.
My ex boyfriend just break with me. In this r/s, is like only i the one cherish. Aall the while you want me to change, i change for ur sick. I am trying to change... But why despite i did so much, you still like that treat me. I dun knw what to do now, i am feeling v sad, sick of life etc. I am used to having u in my life that i dun knw what to do. i didnt expect it to be so painful, painful till i cant breathe. i guess you can still laugh etc ba.
2 Yr plus r/s, what am i suppose to do
i see my hp, i think of u, having de urge to text u, hoping to see ur msg. See the photo i think of u, see comp i think of u, my soft toy my clothes whatever things around me alr had memories of being with you tgt that i cant erase frm my brain... Think of ur care, sweetness, love, concern etc. i cant take it anymore... I cant.... Is jus torturing me... Is really torturing...
Dear thanks for the 2 yr plus... thanks for ur care. This 2 yr out of my 19 yr of life, i actually feel that in the world there is someone like u there to care for me, love me... I feel v fortunate really... Going out with you, explore food, go out play , take pic, kiss ur sweetness.i am v happy. Sorry i make u suffer, i dun think u will view my blog, but really thankful to you... I really enjoy this 2 yr plus being tgt... Future, i wont be wif u anymore, muz take care of urself. Dun find a gf like me :(
I made a wish
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